His umbilical cord came off today. . .blllaaacccchhh. So CUTE, he's gonna have an outtie but man that was GROSS!!!
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dorky - ...:::Singing::...:Franka Potente - Believe | Scrobbled by Last.fm
I see Andy being a very good friend, but he's right, for all the shit he and I have been through and the way we've been royally screwed we both need to be single for a while. Just enjoy each other, and what life has to offer.
I think he wants me for my son, lol. Well he helped bring him into the world, and as he says he feels like Ryder's dad. Nothing about my life has been conventional so maybe Ryder has found a dad in someone who is not (yet hopefully) my partner as well.
Ironically enough Andy and I still hold out some semi hope for the ones that got away. We both know we've met our 'ones' already, but the two of them were just too selfish to see, or to care, and have since moved on to other people. That's been our bond though. Our pain.
Ryder's bili is down to 12, he's finally off that damn Star Trek bed. He's up to 6lbs 13 oz, he has another 4 days to get back up to 7lbs 6 oz. We have another weight check Saturday. My hgb is up to 10, and better yet, lost 30 lbs!!!!!
Still have a long way to go, but I feel great for losing that much so far. Considering I only lost 10 when Ieft the hospital, 7 of which was Ryder.
It's finally nice out today so I'm gonna start walking so I can get back into running shape. 30lbs down, an ass, belly, and thighs more to go.
On a geeky, tech, side note. . .I am fucking OBSESSED with this last.fm thing. Friggin sweet! And speaking of music:
My new anthem and the 2nd is just a damn good song:
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contemplative - ...:::Singing::...:Band of Horses - The Funeral
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accomplished
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anxious
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